Change In The Proceedings

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Change in Proceedings.


In my last blog, as one can see i was fairly upset and emo, over the recent wound of a breakup that was long coming. Single life is great to a certain degree, as it allows one to find themselves again, from the pieces left after losing something big in their lives, good or bad.

I’ve found lots of new music, changed my style and I’m for a change happy and feel in control. I do what i want when i like. University has become hard but for the most part I’m getting back on track after the summer disaster.

It snowed today, and still is, and id argue that snow is like change, however temporary change. After meeting someone new, i put her through the ranks of finding her faults, to stop what ended in September happening again. Once u get to know someone, u learn to love them for what they are good at and forget the things they are working on.

Snow can change our temperature and surroundings for a short time, to white and cold, but love changes a person’s heart forever, to warmth and .... red? Lol haha.


Well this was a feeling had to keep up the blogging, coz i am totally destroyed trying to get this dissertation going.

Prayers?!

Jay

First One In Hurt – Friends and Loved Ones – Gotta Date With Hate

I just added this blogger, for ppl cannot be trusted. U tell one person your issues and then it's out into the world, nothing can be stopped or even slightly impeded. After breaking up from a relationship, u really realise that you're always alone, just walking with someone to hide the pain. If that person is causing you pain in the relationship, it is natural that the person will want out, but to three times the pain? The human race is a terrible entity, one that strives for individuality in a lonely and horrible society. On one hand ppl want their space, often to seek refuge with others, then other who hate the world and walk alone, the result of lack of support from humans around them. An emotionless society anesthetised but the sin and corruption of deceit and betrayal. I am writing this, for telling ppl, either they don't want to hear, or cannot help u in any way, shape or form. Currently listening to Flyleaf – I'm So Sick, quite apt.